Summoning Strange Objects from Anime to Reality

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"...Enough, Nyarlathotep! What exactly do you want from me?!"

At this moment, Chang Yan, who had been silent, suddenly spoke out.

Extremely unwise, extremely foolish.

But Chang Yan knew that if he didn't vent, he would really go crazy.

Because God was right beside him.

A mere casual glance, a casual approach, can cause something "not a god" to fall into the abyss.

What an enviable power! But—

The more I envy, the more desperate I feel at this moment.

Chapter 256?

(Call of Cthulhu is out! I checked the price, 144 RMB... I'll buy it when it's on sale later.)

(However, after reading the reviews and watching some videos, well, this is basically a fan-oriented game. Apparently, the combat system and animations are quite stiff. It's best to treat it as a digital single-player tabletop RPG. But the story, atmosphere, and environments are quite well done. Anyway, I'll wait for a future sale before buying it; I don't have much spare cash...)

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That invisible sense of oppression weighed on every inch of Chang Yan's skin, every nerve, every thought, and even his very sense of existence.

This wasn't oppression exerted on Chang Yan by Nyaruko; on the contrary, the girlish fragrance emanating from her body actually made Chang Yan feel relaxed.

This is the pressure that "common self" puts on himself.

His body, his instincts, his thoughts, his existence, autonomously oppress the individual called "Common Sayings".

Kneel before greatness!

Then, give up everything you have—

Become one with God!

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The pressure intensified, and Changyan felt an urge to cover his head, but his arms were completely out of his control, as if they had detached from the individual named "Changyan" and gained independent consciousness.

The unknown murmurs from the depths are increasing.

They slid across the grooves of Changyan's brain, then, accompanied by the flowing brain marrow, they penetrated into the brain, transforming themselves into the eternity of "Changyan".

What was once rationality has turned into madness, devouring all the darkness in my heart, including my original "madness".

Everything in sight turned into a bright, clear lens, and what was reflected in the mirror was only a distorted shape.

No, this is not me!

You want to deceive me like this?

Oh, I think I need to stuff more shit into your brain to make you a little smarter!

You idiot, eat shit!

Reason did not vanish; it merely transformed into madness.

They are different, but sometimes they are the same.

Madness can also be a form of wisdom.

(Why are you so serious?)

(A wide, split smile.jpg)

"Come on, don't be angry. But Changyan-chan, you seem to be in a bad situation right now... Ah, don't look at me like that. Although I'm not that super-milky lamb like Shub, I still understand people's hearts, so..."

Nyaruko gently picked up the powerless Changyan who had collapsed to the ground, letting him bury his head in the heart of her reliable friend, and gently patted his back.

"Take a nap, then. You'll know after that...hehe (*^▽^*)"

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What did I arrive at?

I became the nameless righteousness—

(I hold my own soul in my hands)

I became a scumbag who toyed with young girls' feelings—

(My eyes are looking at my body)

I became a genius at taking revenge on my family—

(My blood has long since turned cold)

I became a madman who resurrected my loved ones—

(I watched myself quietly from inside the door.)

I became the king who sought the truth of my own name—

(I sent myself away from this world)

I became the chosen savior—

(I killed myself)

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Countless bizarre pieces of information drew me into that twisted spiral, and my body was gradually worn away—

chapped skin

Rotten flesh

Dismembered skeleton

Organs flying

Body scattered

Sensory delusion

Distorted thinking

Values ​​distorted

Soul Broken

Cognitive Reality

who am I?

(I saw myself)

Oh, that's not important.

(I heard myself)

I was laughing hysterically.

(I think I'm crazy)

Why are you laughing?

(I'm very rational)

Because I can't laugh anymore.

(I am trying to understand what I am saying)

Come on, 1, 2, 3—

(I'm questioning my own behavior)

Ugh, this isn't fun anymore.

(I asked myself the same question again)

I put down the toy and looked around.

(who I am?)

Ah~, would you like some snacks?

(This is not important)

I cut open my chest, took out a ginseng root, crushed it, and it disappeared.

(I'm laughing hysterically)

My brain squeezed out a book by itself, and then I had to stuff it into the brain of a little thing.

(I don't want to laugh)

I used too much force, and the little thing exploded, but the book is gone.

(I'm wondering)

I destroyed myself.

(who I am?)

no feeling.

(I am lost)

I am lost.

(I am not me)

I am who I am.

(I want to wake up)

I won't wake up.

(I have another question)

I am very confused.

(who I am?)

who am I?

Who am I?

(Who am I?) Who am I?

What did I see? (What did I understand?)

(I died) I live

I am dead (I am alive)

So, who am I? x2

.........

I am everything

(I am Chang Yan)

I am [interfered with by unknown forces and unable to record] x2

I woke up.

(I'm awake)

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Two overlapping sounds resounded in the minds of all living beings.

Who woke up?

Who's talking in my head?