vncnus Chapter 111 Honesty and Openness, Jealousy Half Subsides
Chapter 111 Honesty and Openness, Jealousy Half Subsides
Chapter 111 Honesty and Openness, Jealousy Half Subsides
I. Hearing the truth and understanding one's true nature
A gentle breeze rustles through the blue-brick courtyard, the surroundings are quiet and undisturbed, and the atmosphere is peaceful and gentle.
Murong Fangxiang's heartfelt words were sincere and earnest, without a trace of falsehood or concealment.
Every word and every sentence fell clearly into Su Wanjing's ears, lingering deep within her heart.
Su Wanjing quickly sat up straight, her gentle and graceful body relaxed, and listened attentively, holding her breath.
He memorized every single word that Murong Fangxiang said.
She quietly lowered her delicate eyebrows and eyes, her slender fingertips gently twisting the hem of her dress.
I calmly and repeatedly savored every word I had just heard, carefully pondering its true meaning.
After a moment of silence and reflection, Su Wanjing slowly raised her clear eyes.
His eyes had become clear and bright, and his expression was gentle and calm, without the gloom and awkwardness of the past.
She looked tenderly at Murong Fangxiang beside her, and spoke softly, her tone full of sudden realization:
"Today you have spoken your mind frankly, and only now do I truly understand your heart."
"So it turns out that you took the initiative to get close to Shanhe every day and took care of everything in the clinic with great care."
"From beginning to end, I never had a single improper thought or selfish motive."
"You are simply appreciating and respecting talent; you have the discerning eye to recognize talent; it is a pure and clean friendship of mutual support."
Murong Fangxiang gazed at her quietly, then nodded gently, her expression calm and gentle.
He didn't say much, but waited quietly and calmly for her to continue expressing her feelings.
Su Wanjing's lips twitched slightly, and the tension in her heart, which had been taut for days, slowly eased.
The pent-up emotions that had been building up in my eyes for days gradually dissipated, and the heavy gloom faded away.
She finally understood completely that the other party had never intended to compete with her for Chen Shanhe from the very beginning.
They already had a stable, upright, and compatible partner, and their relationship was peaceful and harmonious, so they would never have any extraneous thoughts of romantic love.
At this moment, all the fog between the two was cleared away, and the thoughts that had been hidden in their hearts were laid bare and made clear.
There are no more vague and wild guesses, no more unfathomable thoughts, and we can get along with each other openly and honestly, without any barriers.
As evidenced by the poem
These sincere words are truly moving.
Only after hearing it did I realize the true meaning was pure.
Clear away the fog to understand your heart.
From now on, I will no longer be a person with restless thoughts.
II. The accumulated sourness has mostly dissipated.
Su Wanjing's chest rose and fell slightly as she gently exhaled a breath of pent-up frustration.
The previously tense and hunched shoulders gradually relaxed, and the person was relieved of the heavy burden of the past few days.
The bitterness and inexplicable jealousy that had been quietly accumulating in my heart day after day dissipated almost entirely after hearing this honest confession.
All the sadness that had been churning in my heart day and night, and the chaotic and tangled emotions that had been repeatedly twisting and turning, were completely cleared up and dissolved at this moment, no longer causing any more entanglement or confusion.
She slowly raised her slender hand and gently placed it on her heart, her gloom and worries completely gone from her eyes.
The look of dejection that had been lingering on his face for days slowly faded, and he spoke softly and gently, with a sense of relief in his voice.
"Back in the clinic, I always saw that the two of you worked together seamlessly and interacted with each other in a close and natural way."
"I am naturally sensitive and perceptive, and whenever I see such a sight, I can't help but let my mind wander and speculate."
"Every day I'm secretly conflicted and awkward, with an indescribable bitterness and lingering unease in my heart."
"Now that you have completely explained all the reasons and your intentions, the heavy stone that has been weighing on my heart for so long has finally been lifted off my feet."
All the chaotic thoughts that had plagued me in the dead of night, and the awkward emotions that I had silently endured and hidden during the day, have now completely vanished.
She will no longer make unfounded and wild speculations, nor will she hide in a corner alone, feeling sad and tormented by her own inner turmoil.
All the unnecessary suspicions, misunderstandings, and emotional barriers between the two gradually dissipated and disappeared without a trace after this heartfelt conversation.
Su Wanjing's face slowly relaxed, her eyebrows curved, and a gentle and serene smile gradually spread across her face.
I felt relaxed and at ease, both inside and out, and there was no longer any heavy burden on my heart.
With most of the long-standing worries in my heart finally released, the turbulent emotions of the past few days have gradually calmed down and settled down peacefully.
As evidenced by the poem
Most of the bitterness and sorrow in my heart have dissipated.
Years of pent-up frustrations found relief in a short time.
Let go of unfounded suspicions.
A gentle breeze brings peace of mind.
Third, the lingering, superficial intentions are difficult to eradicate.
Although most of the jealousy in her heart had dissipated, and the tangled knot in her heart had been completely untied.
Su Wanjing is gentle and delicate by nature, with a sensitive and tender mind, and ultimately she can't change her inherent temperament.
Deep down, a faint trace of jealousy still lingers, impossible to completely eradicate.
She lowered her eyes slightly, a hint of shyness in them, and softly revealed her truest emotions:
"I understand all the reasons clearly, and I know that your heart is already set on someone else, and you have no other thoughts."
"But I am ultimately a sensitive and gentle person, and I still can't help but care a little."
"If I see you and Shanhe acting in such perfect harmony and being so close and natural with each other again in the future..."
"A slight ripple will still quietly stir in my heart, leaving a trace of harmless little emotion."
This emotion is pure and simple, without resentment, without estrangement, and without competition or malice.
It's just a woman who deeply loves someone, with her innate delicate mind, instinctively showing a little concern.
It will no longer surge and cause sadness and distress like before; it will only linger faintly in one's heart.
It's subtle and mild, neither painful nor itchy, and will never disturb our peace of mind or disrupt our tranquil lives.
Murong Fangxiang smiled knowingly after hearing this, looking at her gently without any hint of teasing, completely understanding.
As evidenced by the poem
Although the jealousy has subsided, a faint thought remains.
A gentle and sensitive nature is hard to eradicate.
It's harmless and doesn't bother me much.
It's just a small, ordinary human emotion.
IV. Half-disappeared, half-existent, a sense of relief.
Two emotions intertwined, half of which vanished completely, while the other half remained faintly, a perfect balance of disappearance and retention.
Su Wanjing has completely let go of her past heavy worries and will no longer suffer in secret or torment herself all night.
Those past, conflicted emotions have been completely turned over and scattered with the wind, never to linger again.
She looked up at the blue sky and white clouds in the courtyard, her brows relaxed, her heart clear and bright, and she felt completely at ease.
She spoke softly, her tone calm and gentle, revealing her truest feelings at that moment:
"This state of being half gone and half still is just right; I feel completely relaxed and at peace."
"All misunderstandings have been completely cleared up, our relationship has been clarified, and we will never have any more estrangement from each other again."
"I will no longer overthink things, nor will I waste my time alone. I will stay by the side of the mountains and rivers with peace of mind."
A faint, lingering emotion, ironically, makes one's mind clearer and adds a touch of genuine warmth and humanity.
No more obsession, no more agonizing, no more demanding perfection in everything; let things take their natural course and follow your heart.
We treat each other with openness and honesty, and interact with each other sincerely. There is no need to hide anything, no need to be suspicious or defensive. We can be comfortable and at ease with each other.
From then on, the three of them spent their days and nights together in peace and tranquility, in a warm and lively atmosphere, and there were no more misunderstandings or knots in their hearts that could not be untied.
As evidenced by the poem
The jealousy was half gone, half still lingering.
Letting go of what's on your mind brings peace of mind.
After all the sails have passed, everything becomes clear.
May you live a peaceful and carefree life from dawn till dusk.